Luke 2:19...a mother's priviledge

Hearing check last week.

When thinking about her new baby, Luke 2:19 says, "But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart." I've been thinking about this verse a lot recently. Like Mary, I believe all mothers have the distinct privilege of storing up images, conversations, snuggles, and stories of our children and bringing them to mind on various occasions. That was the case for me today!

Our daughter turned four just a couple of weeks ago. With this big birthday also comes big medical appointments. You know, the one where you get your hearing checked, get your vision checked, and get four shots. Well, that was her fate last week. During this appointment, she did great. Her hearing is good, her vision is ok (not perfect, but we already knew that from our appointments with her ophthalmologist), and the four shots were administered without too many tears. Now that's a cause for celebration! At this appointment her pediatrician and I recalled several appointments from when our daughter was little. We remarked on her appearance and how well she's doing physically. Our pediatrician is someone who has helped to make this journey feel safe for us to travel!

But today was a day I thought might never come. Our daughter had a regularly scheduled visit with her dermatologist. This same dermatologist was the one who called us from Hawaii when she was only a few weeks old to tell us our daughter had something called "PHACE Syndrome". He began coordinating her care including scans (both MRI and CT on a regular basis), appointments with other specialists (cardiologist, neurologist, and ophthalmologist), monitored her fluctuating medication needs, and was someone I could trust to answer even my most simple questions. I truly believe that God brought him to the Austin area just months before our daughter's birth for the purpose of coordinating her care. He is an amazing man and has been a huge part of our daughter's life.

March 2010

Today's appointment seemed routine to me. We were having her blood pressure checked, he would look at her hemangioma to check for growth, and we might talk about the idea of using laser treatment in the future. But something happened that I did not expect. He has taken her completely off of her medication. He said that there is no more need for us to see him regularly. He will put a note in her chart and will make sure that if we ever need him we can get to him with no problem, but that we're finished. FINISHED! I did not know we were so close to the end, so this news came over me with a tidal-wave of emotions. All of the things I've treasured in my heart about this journey with my daughter flooded my mind...having teeny tiny IVs inserted into her veins so that she could have scans with contrast, nursing her in doctor's offices as we had to bounce from office to office through the course of a day, keeping track of medications on paper because she took so many different medicines that we were unable to monitor them in our heads, going back to work and having family and friends stay with our daughter because it was not safe for her to be around other babies due to her steroids, looking at my tiny baby and wondering how she would ever be able to look at herself in the mirror, being frightened to receive questions strangers would ask about my baby's appearance...and now we're finished. FINISHED!

We will continue to monitor the growth of her hemangioma, and if there is any cause for concern we will get back on the medicine. We will continue to monitor her carotid artery as she grows and will continue to have conversations with doctors. But overall, this part of this journey is behind us.

I Thessalonians 5:18 says, "In everything give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you." I am thankful for this journey and for the love we've received from so many of you. I am not the same person I was four years ago before our daughter was born, and I am thankful for the opportunities I've had to share our story with so many.

Please know that I also think of you when I treasure all of these things in my heart! Without our friends, family, and church, I can't imagine how different this journey would have been.

Dressed up like Elsa to go see "Frozen" for her birthday party!

She looks fabulous!

Our family had a great time at the Houston Children's
Museum over spring break!

That's how we were greeted today by our daughter's dermatologist this morning   He walked in the door, took one look at her, and said, "She looks fabulous!"  It had been 5 months since he'd seen her and he couldn't believe how much she's grown.  He took lots of time to look closely at her face, neck, cheek, and eye and was very pleased with her progress.  She still has hemangioma in all of these places, but they appear stable.  It's been a long time since we've adjusted her Propranolol dosage, but she's gained enough weight that she's now on less than 1 per kilo.  He didn't want to decrease her Propranolol and asked us to keep him informed if we began to see growth again (because he would increase her dose if it is needed).  I feel very comfortable that we're slowly weening her off the medication as she grows, even though we're not adjusting her doses.  What a great plan.

We also talked about several other questions:
 -  When to schedule another MRI?  He wants to consult with her other specialists to help make this decision.  He isn't interested in seeing her hemangioma in this scan, but is more interested to see her carotid artery.  She's has grown a lot in height and weight since her last scan (January 2012), so it is likely we'll scan again in the near future.
-  Is she still one of the oldest children on Propranolol for PHACE Syndrome?  She is still the second oldest child he has had on Propranolol, but he is not concerned.  We talked in depth about some recent consensus meetings regarding the use of Propranolol, and the decreased concern about blood sugar and blood pressure.  He feels very confident that Propranolol continues to be the best medication for her.
-  Do we need to schedule any follow-up visits with our daughter's other specialists?  He did not feel that it is necessary for us to visit the cardiologist or neurologist unless we have specific questions or concerns regarding her development.  We already have an appointment with her ophthalmologist for later this summer to follow-up regarding her vision.

Days like today are encouraging and remind us to be thankful for our daughter's progress!  She truly is a miracle!

Three Years Old!

Her 3rd birthday

This weekend our daughter had her third birthday.  She celebrated with a few of her friends coming over for a princess dance party.  Priceless!

Due to her birthday, we also had an opportunity to visit with our daughter's pediatrician today for her well-check appointment.  Her height and weight continue to increase beyond what any of us ever expected.  She has grown 1.5 inches since the beginning of December and is now in the 51st percentile for height.  Her weight also continues to increase and is now in the 56th percentile.  She skipped a couple of shoe sizes recently and it seems that all of her pants have suddenly become too short.  We are so thankful for these growth spurts!

Her 2nd birthday...
she's gotten so big!

Today, our pediatrician asked if a medical student could participate in our well-check.  I always agree to these scenarios because I want every possible doctor to be exposed to PHACE Syndrome and the tests/medications needed with infants as soon as the segmental hemangioma is noted.  As I listened to our pediatrician give a brief overview of our daughter's medical history, I was once again reminded of how scary our journey was, and how blessed we are to be in such a great place today!  I am thankful for opportunities to use our daughter's story to encourage and educate others!

Our daughter continues to reach the typical medical and developmental milestones.  She is still taking Propranolol twice a day to keep her hemangioma from growing, but we hope the proliferation will stop this year.  We would love to wean her off of this miracle medication before her next birthday...but are willing to continue the medication as long as it is needed.  Our daughter is a blessing to us and is a reminder of God's provision in our lives!

Thankfulness

The cutest kitty!

Yesterday, our daughter had an opportunity to visit with her pediatric dermatologist for a regularly scheduled check-up.  It was another day for thankfulness!  It had been about 4 months since our last visit with this doctor, and our daughter continues to make great progress.  He doesn't even see a need to do any scans at the end of the year.  HOORAY!  Just last month, the dermatologist considerably lowered her Propranolol dosage and was very pleased yesterday with the progress she is making.  Her most current dosage is 1 per kilo.  The pink on her face and swelling are a little increased, so we're not lowering her dosage again right now, but hopefully we'll continue to wean her off of this drug next year!

Another celebration from this appointment was her weight.  When she got on the scale yesterday she weighed 31.5 pounds.  WOW!  I was shocked.  She really has grown in the last few months.  Our little girl who was so petite (struggled to be in the 3rd percentile) for so long is now over the 50th percentile mark.  Woohoo!!!

We do have a new health issue that we shared with the dermatologist.  Our daughter has recently developed some recurring sores on her scalp.  He believes they are innocent (possibly related to taking Propranolol, which is a beta-blocker), but did some culturing just to be safe.  He is treating her with a topical (moose-like) steroid until the test results come back.  The sores don't really seem to bother her much, but we want to be extra-cautious.  We should know the results of the testing in a couple of weeks.

Fall Fun!

During this time of year when we all pause to be thankful, I am reminded of how blessed we are.  I am thankful for a medical team that has had the wisdom and compassion to support our family for almost three years.  I am thankful for a drug that has been around for a long time helping people with blood pressure problems.  I am thankful that this same drug has recently proven ultra-effective in helping children with significant hemangioma.  Without this drug, our daughter's birthmark would have continued to proliferate and our daughter would be extremely disfigured.  I am most thankful for so many who love and care for our family.  There are too many of you to count or name, but I think of people who continue to pray for our family, ask about our daughter's progress, and give of yourselves unselfishly.  You will never know how much we appreciate you!

Today our daughter had another round of appointments with her specialists, and it was a day full of great news!

We began the day with her ophthalmologist, Dr. Onan.  I was very nervous about this appointment because it had been a year since we'd been with this specialist and we knew her goal was to try to do some exams that our daughter had not had since she was just a few weeks old.  Our daughter is "very two" right now, so I wasn't sure how she'd comply...but she was GREAT!  The doctors started out by checking the pressure in her eyes, putting drops in her eyes to dilate them, and then they had her identify pictures of different sizes.  Then, after playing in the lobby for about 15 minutes, they gave her a very thorough exam using multiple flashlights and lenses.  In the end, we found out that our daughter is depending on both of her eyes equally.  She is not dominant with either eye which is a real praise.  With the number of days her left eye was swollen closed as an infant, the doctors were afraid her left eye might not be developed properly.  For her age, her vision is good.  She may need glasses one day, but it won't be due to PHACE Syndrome!  We will visit Dr. Onan again in one year.

Then this afternoon, our daughter had an appointment with her dermatologist, Dr. Levy.  He is an amazing support and I always look forward to opportunities to hear from him about our daughter's progress.  I was anxious to ask him about the possibilities of laser treatments and begin to make a plan regarding some of her blood vessels and remaining hemangioma.  He is very pleased with her progress and thinks she looks beautiful.  He described her most recent MRI as "unremarkable".  We discussed our options regarding laser treatment and will talk about them again when the hemangioma is no longer growing.

We did have a strange "first" today when one of our daughter's hemangioma bled considerably while she was sucking her thumb during a nap.  Luckily, we were in the car on our way to see Dr. Levy when this happened, so I was able to ask him about this.  We found a couple of places in/on her mouth that could have been the culprit, but Dr. Levy said that he would not define this as "ulceration" since it was the first time we've seen something like this.  We will watch for re-occurrences.  We will try to wean her off of the Propranolol over the next months and plan to see him again towards the end of the year.

Once again I am convinced that it is the specific prayers of our friends over Ella's eye that have contributed to her positive appointments today.  We know that God hears the prayers of His people and our daughter is just one example of this!

Great Appointment

Today our daughter had an appointment with her dermatologist. He is VERY pleased with her external birthmarks, MRI results, and development. Though she is the second oldest patient he's ever had on such a large dosage of Propranolol (3 per kilo), he is not concerned. The medication is working and we are thankful.

Looking in the Mirror

Tonight I had a memory flood my mind. I remembered back to when our daughter was just a few weeks old. She weighed less than 10 pounds. Her birthmark was very large and dark red/purple. Her cheek looked like she had a golf ball in her mouth and her eye was swollen closed. I began adding "bella" to the end of her name as a reminder that she is beautiful.

I distinctly remember a morning when I had given our daughter her normal dose of medications and took her with me into the bathroom to wash out her medicine dropper. Her reflection in the mirror caught me off guard. I'm not sure why, but looking at our daughter in the mirror was shocking to me. I cried because I was sad for her future. I wondered how this baby girl would ever be able to look at herself in the mirror as she got ready for school. I feared the ridicule of peers who wouldn't understand why she looked different. I thought about her teenage years and how hard these years are for all girls, much less a girl who looks different from others. I was so sad!

Flash forward two years...

Our daughter just had her second birthday. She is a girlie girl and I was excited to get her some dress-up clothes, hair bows and jewelry to add to her collection. Jason found a full length mirror on sale which thrilled me because I thought it would complete the "dress-up" theme. She could primp and look at herself all day long!

Tonight our little girl got down from the dinner table with a little food (ok, a lot of food) still on her face. She walked up to her new mirror (which still happens to be in the living room) and touched the dirty places on her face. She noticed that her face looked different. All of a sudden I was reminded of my fears from her first few weeks in our lives. I am thankful that her beautiful face is not disfigured. I am thankful for the doctors who knew about the impact a blood pressure medication would have on her birthmarks. I am thankful for her smile and the joy she brings to my life. I am thankful for this experience tonight where I was reminded that our daughter is a miracle!

Thank you for the specific prayers you've prayed for our daughter!

Wanna hear some good news?!?

That's how my conversation started with the neurologist tonight, "Wanna hear some good news?" He was calling in response to our daughter's MRI/MRA scans that were performed last week.

Let me back up to the beginning of this chapter of our lives...

In early November, our daughter completed her routine round of doctor's visits with her specialists (Neurologist, Dermatologist, and Ophthalmologist). They all agreed that because it had been about a year since her last MRI/MRA, it would be a good idea to scan her again to see what is happening inside her body.

When it came time to schedule these tests, Austin Radiological was very nervous about fitting her in before the end of the year. She was scheduled for 6 separate exams both with and without contrast (orbits, brain, head, face, neck, and chest) that would take up to 3 hours on the table. Finding that type of time in the ARA schedule was tricky, but we were lucky to talk with a very helpful lady to was able to fit us in in only a couple of weeks...then our daughter was diagnosed with bronchitis, so we had to postpone...then ARA scheduled her for a mobile table (which can't be used when a child is being sedated), so we had to postpone...then her lungs weren't clear, so we had to postpone...then ARA requested we move from a PM time to an AM time, so we had to postpone...then our daughter was sick again, and we had to postpone...six times! Her pediatrician eventually chose to put her on a steroid to strengthen her lungs so we could have the test, and voila...she had her tests on Friday, 1/13!

The tests went well. Our daughter did great and slept through all of the scans (the paramedics were a little concerned that they wouldn't be able to keep her asleep the whole time). The medications rocked her world, but by the next day, she was able to walk and talk normally. She came down with croup that evening, but everyone assures us it was unrelated.

So, to our results...

- The hemangioma around her eye is GONE! This is the area that received the most prayer due to her eye being swollen closed and vision concerns from the time she was just a few weeks old.

- The hemangiomas on the back of her neck and in her chest are stable.

- Her carotid artery is stable.

- Her brain looks great.

- Her heart looks great.

Celebrate with us as we celebrate our daughters health! We are thankful!!!

Our big girl

From the time she was diagnosed with PHACE Syndrome, we've been fighting a weight battle...we couldn't get our daughter to gain. For a time she was dangerously under the growth curve, and we've worked hard to keep her at the 3rd percentile. Most recently, her pediatrician has had her on two doses of Pediasure a day to get her to gain weight! I just packed up her 6-9 month clothes last month...when she was 20 months old!!! We all figured we had a pretty petite girl on our hands!

But a few months ago, when our daughter was weened from her steroid, her appetite appeared! She is now a much bigger eater. Her favorites include rice and beans at any mexican food restaurant, mac-n-cheese in her lunch each day, and cupcakes with icing! It is with great joy that I announce that she has now crossed into the 10th percentile for weight. She weighed 22.07 pounds at her weight check appointment on Friday. The pediatrician even commented how she's filling out and looking more and more like her brothers.

I thought I'd never be able to call our daughter "big". Hooray...may the growing continue!

Bye, Bye Steroids!

Our daughter is now 20 months old and I am happy to announce that she has officially been off steroids now for more than three weeks. This has been a goal of ours ever since she took her first dose (February 2010), and now, it is our reality. Steroids are an incredible drug that impacted her life in many positive ways, but they also have many ugly side effects. The most serious for most is that when someone takes steroids for an extended amount of time, he/she typically has a compromised immune system. This is something we've had to be very careful about over the last 18 months. We are so thankful that she is now able to be off of this very powerful drug!

Our daughter started back to school this month and is doing well. This picture is from her first day. Some of her favorites include ice cream, shoes, jewelry, baseball games and playing cars. She is a well rounded little girl who loves her brothers very much!

It's been a while...

So, I was enjoying myself at home tonight, catching up on the lives of my friends through reading their blogs. Then, I did the unthinkable...I clicked on my own blog and realized it's been almost 5 months since I've updated the progress of our precious little girl. That's a good sign..it means not a lot of drama!

Ok, a little drama. We got a note home from our daughter's mother's day out class in May that Hand-Foot-Mouth and Chicken Pox were both diagnosed in her class. Then a few days later, a bump, then another bump. Because it was a Friday night, I called the pediatrician just to make sure we didn't need to adjust any of her medications in case we had a flare-up over the weekend...and who knew...the Chicken Pox virus is VERY dangerous to kids on steroids. Even though our daughter is on a low-dose of steroids, we were required to spend 48 hours in a special isolation room at Dell hooked up to an anti-virual IV. Not a lot of fun, but she did great, and the meds must have really worked. She only ended up with 15-20 bumps total! And, by the way, the doctors at Dell are fantastic!!!

Our daughter learned to walk on her own timeline. She was 16 months old when she took her first steps...but the first time I saw her walk she took 8 steps in a row. She was officially a walker in just a week. She was READY!!! She is now chasing her brothers all over the house!

Our daughter is still tiny for her age and teeters around the 3rd percentile (she's still wearing 6-12 month clothes). She began drinking Pediasure once a day for an extra dose of calories. Fortunately, she likes the taste! I believe this supplement has really made a difference. She has an appointment with her pediatrician in a couple of weeks and I'm anxious to see how much she weighs!

Our daughter does have her first addiction...shoes! It was one of her first words, "sheeeez"! She notices shoes, tries on any pair laying around the house and will even take them off of your feet if you'll let her. Last week she was clip-clopping up and down the hall with my heels (one shoe on and one shoe off). It's pretty precious!

Thank you for the continued prayers for our daughter. Another round of doctor's appointments are right around the corner and I will update her medical condition soon!

Big Girl!

I am constantly amazed by the joy our daughter brings to us each day! Her smile is contagious and she can wrinkle her nose to make us all laugh!

We had an appointment with her pediatrician last week and had more good news. She now weighs 17 lbs, 7 oz, and is in the 5th percentile for her weight. Because she had been off of her steroid for several weeks, she was able to get all three inoculations...yippee!

Our daughter continues to develop as expected. She is consistently crawling on her knees, pulling up on objects (including her dad's legs), screaming to get her brothers to look at her, eating food off of our plates, and saying her name over and over.

She's a true joy, and I am thankful for her!

Birthday Girl

I can't believe this day is here, our daughter is one today! In some ways as I look back over the last 365 days I wonder how someone could possibly have that many doctor's appointments over the course of a year, but in other ways, I look back and can't believe how time has flown. Overall, our daughter's health is good and we are thankful that today is a true day of celebration for our family.

As I ponder the many things about my daughter that make me smile, these are the top five that come to my mind:

5. Her tiny stature makes her very snuggleable, and her smile can brighten your day!

4. Her brothers show her love in more ways that I ever imagined they would (singing songs to her, making her paper dolls for her wall, letting her play with their cars and baseballs, sharing their ice cream, reading her books, etc).

3. Open mouth kisses right on the cheek bone...slobbery, but sweet!

2. "Mmmmm"--her signal to us that she would like her bottle or something to eat.

1. Pink, ruffles, flowers, bows and bling...I love having a girl!

It's incredible to me that God chose us to be her parents! She is an amazing girl with an intriguing story. I am looking forward to the many ways He will use her story to bless other people over the next year! I pray that my eyes are opened to see these opportunities.

From the perspective of the specialists...

...our daughter is doing great! As we went from one MRI follow-up appointment to another this week, I was so thankful to hear how pleased everyone is with her progress.

On Monday we saw the neurologist. He said that the MRI showed "stable vascular anatomy without new aneurysm or other adverse change since March." He is pleased with her physical, neurological and emotional development. (She was quite a flirt with him, which allowed him to see her precious personality.) He does not have any immediate plans to rescan her and would like to see her again in 6 months.

On Tuesday we saw the dermatologist. He said that he too was pleased with the MRI results, but felt that the hemangiomas on her cheek, neck and eye looked a little enlarged. He has put her on a two-week regiment of oral steroids with the hope this will give involution a boost! I will talk to him over the phone in two weeks to tell him of the progress and then he will see her again in 6 weeks.

On Wednesday we saw the ophthalmologist. She said that she was also pleased with the MRI results, but agreed that the hemangioma on her eye looked a little larger than it did a month ago (she actually got out the Christmas picture I sent her to compare...smart lady!). I also talked with her about our daughter's constant teariness, so she prescribed an additional topical steroid that we will drop in our daughter's nose in hopes that it will shrink down any swelling around her tear ducts. We will see her again in two months.

After finishing with all of these appointments, I called and talked with our pediatrician to update her on the new medications. She is so fantastic to talk with me and answer all of my questions. I am once again reminded of how blessed we are to have a medical team giving us a consistent message. Thank you God for doctors!

Now, for the best news of all...our daughter started saying "ma-ma-ma-ma" today! Hooray! This is probably the best Christmas gift she could give her mom!

Finally!

We've known since this summer that our daughter would have another scan in December to evaluate her hemangiomas, carotid artery and aortic arch. She was originally scheduled for a CT Angiogram for 12/6, and then scheduled to see her dermatologist, neurologist and ophthalmologist all on 12/9. We were so excited to get all of these appointments in before January 1st! What a great plan!

Then, after attending the PHACE Family Conference in Milwaukee this fall, Jason and I wondered about the possibility of changing the order for the CT Angiogram to an MRI/MRA. From what we learned, we thought an MRI/MRA would likely be able to see all the necessary images, but with MUCH less radiation. So, we asked our specialists, and we were told that we could easily change the orders without a problem. Woohoo!

Unfortunately , the orders for the new scan did not come through until 12/2, which meant we had to choose a new day for the scan. After some rescheduling and flexibility on the part of many specialists, we were able to get every appointment rescheduled for this week, but we would have to drive to San Marcos first thing Monday morning to make this happen. When I took our daughter on Monday morning for her MRI/MRA in San Marcos, she had quite a bit of congestion and a low grade fever, so the paramedic opted to delay the scan due to fears with the anesthesia. (I am thankful that they are cautious!)

So, once again, we relied on the flexibility of others, we moved the scans and all of the specialists appointments for the 3rd time and tried again.

Today we were successful. Our daughter was able to have her scans. The radiologist was able to get all of the pictures requested by the specialists. The paramedics that helped us were super kind and we were even able to do a blood draw for a PHACE Syndrome genetics study.

This 3rd round of rescheduling appointments with our specialists means that I will have to stay home with our daughter next week while Jason travels with the boys to Missouri to see family for the holidays. I hate that we're going to be apart for a few days during my holiday break, but I am thankful that all our our specialists are so accommodating and are "fitting us in" during this busy time of the year!

We received a call tonight from our daughter's pediatrician that the MRI/MRA report has already been received and that everything looks stable. Good news! We will see our specialists next week and will learn more details about the test results in the week to come. Stay tuned!

Who Knew?

So, I had the boys at the dentist over the Thanksgiving break for their regular check-ups and cleaning. While we were there I mentioned that they had a little sister at home. I said something like, "she is only ten months old, but she DOES have eight teeth". They practically insisted that I bring her in immediately. They informed me that they begin seeing children as young as six months.

So, yesterday our daughter had her first dentist appointment. It was almost comical. Though we do see a pediatric dentist, I'm not sure the dental hygienist has had previous opportunities to work with many babies. She asked me questions like, "Does your daughter currently take a pacifier, still drink from a bottle, suck her thumb or drink from a sippy cup?" REALLY? She's 10 months old...she does ALL of those things! The sarcastic side of me wanted to proclaim that our daughter is proudly drinking from our crystal stemware, but I withstood the temptation and politely replied that in fact our daughter does currently do all of those things, but that she's already learning to use a straw.

Then, when the dentist came in, I sat our daughter in my lap facing me. I then laid her down in the dentist's lap for him to do a quick exam. He was pleased with her teeth so far and we'll be back in 6 months. Who knew that babies so young were supposed to see the dentist?!?

A week of firsts

This week was a week of firsts for our daughter!

1. Our pediatrician was PLEASED with our daughter's weight...woohoo! She's gained enough weight and is now back on the growth curve (3rd percentile), which is a true answer to prayers.

2. Because our daughter has gained weight, she is now big enough to move to a "big girl" car seat! This caused some rearranging in the back seat of the Tahoe!

3. Because our daughter is no longer in the car carrier, she got to sit in a real high chair at a restaurant for the first time!

4. Our daughter's first Thanksgiving was spent in Houston with both of our families. She was given LOTS of attention by LOTS of people who love her! We tried giving her the turkey and rice dinner (baby food jar), but she would have NOTHING to do with it. She shuddered with her first few bites, then refused to eat any more.

5. FORWARD PROGRESS! I don't think it can officially be called "crawling", but she is making forward progress and is heading for toys. Her brothers have no idea what the next few months will bring them as she heads for THEIR toys!!!

Jason and I are thankful for our family and friends who love us and have prayed for us and supported us this year. Thanksgiving has a new meaning for our family!

Two pounds

Well, it worked. Our intervention of extra calories really worked. Our daughter had a weight check with her pediatrician this morning and in the last two weeks she's gained almost two pounds. She's still in the "less than third percentile" group, but we've been asked to keep up the intervention and bring her back in a couple of weeks to see if she continues to gain weight with this increased caloric intake! So, the next time you see her, you may not even recognize her!!!

Our daughter is pretty precious these days. Some of her favorite things include kisses on the neck, laughing at her brothers, playing peekaboo, and squealing at our new kitten. She is learning to drink from a cup and eat finger foods and is even pulling herself up to standing with dad's help. We are having so much fun watching her personality develop every day!

Calories! Calories! Calories!

Today at our daughter's 9 month appointment (can you believe she's 9 months old?!?), we were again encouraged to pump her full of calories. She remains in the less than 3rd percentile for her weight, and even lost weight in the last four weeks. She currently weighs only 13 lbs, 13 oz.

SOOOOOO...We're adding formula to her cereal for extra calories. We're feeding her cereal with every meal for extra calories. We're even adding an extra bottle to her day for extra calories. Our pediatrician is determined that our daughter will gain some weight in the next couple of weeks. We need to do all that we can to ensure our tiny little girl is as healthy as possible!

On another note, our recent appointments with her dermatologist and ophthalmologist have been very positive. Both specialists are encouraged with our daughter's development. We will have another round of tests and visit to the specialists in December.

PHACE Family Conference

It's been a month of new learning for us! Jason and I were able to take our daughter to Milwaukee this month for the PHACE Family Conference. It was hosted by the Wisconsin Children's Hospital and was more than I could have ever imagined. There was not a cost to families for the conference, and the resources they provided to us were amazing! The 10-12 specialists there gave of their time to come and share with us. They were all incredibly kind to stick around and allow us to ask specific questions regarding our own children and their individual stories.

Some exciting things:

1. Our daughter's first plane ride...she did GREAT!

2. Some fun in a new city...we stayed one block of off Lake Michigan and took some time to eat dinner at Miller Park (wouldn't you know it, the Brewers were playing the Astros in Houston while we were there)!

3. Great weather...on the warmest day, the high was 68 degrees!

Some things we learned:

1. Doctors from around the world continue to collaborate regularly to create medical protocols to help families who have children with PHACE Syndrome. There is LOTS of research going on right now and 5 new articles have been published this year in medical journals.

2. Genetics studies are happening right now. The three of us were able to donate blood and be a part!

3. Through conversation with a specialist, we were encouraged to begin using our daughter's Timolol eye drop on her nose and lips to hopefully reduce the redness in these areas. This idea had never crossed our minds.

4. We are truly blessed to have the medical team who has been collaborating to care for our daughter for the last 8 months. We heard stories from families who have to truly fight for care for their children. Because of this team, our daughter began receiving care before she was three weeks old. We will never know how severe her hemangioma could have grown without this level of care!

5. Grammy & Grampy have enough energy to spend 5 days with the boys while we're out of town!

This photo was taken of the conference participants. The older children are sitting on the front row and many of the babies are sitting in their mother's laps on row two.